I’ve got to figure how to slow down and not take on so much. I know the saying god only idea you what you can handle and I’m trying not to doubt. BUT, honestly I am. I feel out of control and that I am just going through the motions everyday. Not good feelings! These are not the experiences I want to recall when I reminisce on my life someday. How can I change it? What am I doing wrong? I imagine I’m not the only one but I feel the level of responsibility I have is enormous and that if I stop, what will happen? Will I be able to support my family? Will my business succeed? Am I being a good mother? Friend? Boss? Christian?
I’ve got to pray….slow down and enjoy life or else I’ll look back with a huge pile of regret.
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I will keep praying for you! You do have a huge new responsibility being a mom and that is overwhelming to all. You are an amazing mom and do a wonderful loving job. Do not doubt that. But coupled with that you are also the sole owner of a very booming real estate office and that puts enormous pressure on you to keep up with all aspects of that position and then to top
It off you are the main bread winner in your family at the moment!!! If you didn’t feel like a tea pot ready to burst you would not be human – you would be robotic. Feelings are a good thing, you just need someone to share them with & give you a lifesaver and not an anchor to pull you down. Keep praying & the fact that you see your troubles is good and you can do something to aide you. Talk to pastor, shut your door for an hour or two – go to everyone before & see of they need anything & then explain it’s your catch up time & when you open your door you are available again. No exceptions!! Get fresh air, eat right and keep praying. We all go through this and feel we are spinning out of control – just from different reasons. I sure don’t have the answers as I feel this too – but together & ‘with GOD all things are possible’. Love you so much ~ Mom